I've been thinking. Why do I continue to spend my time writing blogs? If I really enjoy writing this much, then why am I not focusing on writing something more tangible and, possibly, more lucrative? If I took all the time and energy and thought I've placed into my blogsite and devoted it elsewhere, I could have had a book written by now. Who knows if it would be good enough for publishing, but at least it would be an attempt for something real. I need to be reminded of the concept of delayed satisfaction. This is fucking ridiculous. (pardon my language, but its that kind of day)